i wish

i was back there, i felt so good, i don’t want to have to give it up.
I’ll see her soon but the last time for a long time when she’s back, hopefully everything will sort out.

first in a while

ive been good, there’s been nothing to write about.

angry again…tired again…sad again, welcome back.

i hope every single day someone does something, so i have an excuse to let it all out…i want to fight

things appear

to be picking up…i think i have a reason to get up in the mornings.

<3<3<3

i cant

deal with this…for much longer.
mistakes are all i seem to be capable of anyway

could someone please

smash my head with a fucking brick.
I feel really shitty, i hope something big happens, something to change everything…

query

why do i continue to be like this, it’s like i get a break when im busy.
but in the end it’s everywhere…don’t know what to do with myself, i want happiness but i can’t let go.

dooo dooo

tui demo will solve my problems.

bec, come home already

Confused

feelings are fucking horrible, specially when i feel ever so lonely and don’t want to slip back into a bad form of life.

i wish i had something

save me

show me love.
im happy then im sad

stop it

COVERING THIS BAND

The kid is getting older, his time is bitter and colder. All work and no play makes jack a dull boy. His time for mind is toy to destroy. A cop out, on ignorance without a fight or a second chance, you think it’s the only way out, in bedroom walls with in a gun in your mouth? NO! You leave behind the guilt. Shame, all the pain. You’re walking out the door cause you can’t take it anymore. And all the time, you try to find what’s inside. Soft way out. Listen to me when I talk to you.

LEEWAY ARE FUCKING AWESOME, GET IT UP YA!

Truth is heavy

Weighs a tonne, cold as ice, burns like the sun.

Trying to work out the problems in my head, i think i’m doing alright at the moment, i’m not too sure though.
So tired and heavy hearted, what’d i’d give to be able to just fall asleep once more in her arms and to kiss her.